Agian my lonely insomnia nite...
Ya...jz like what i said:"shhh...leave ma alone.."
Joey my 8 years best silly fren who jz bk from KL have a *silly* talk today:
me:"sianz...ler.."
she:"where r u?"
me:"u think ler...sure home wat.."
she:"where is ur bf?"
me:[swt"]"hmm...breke jor"
she:"huh?! what?"
me:"yaya...that day broke jor,he don wan me.."
she:"y?"
me:"b'coz i'm too QI"
she:"swt""
me:"so lar..this call fren wor...never read my blog...how u going to noe my recently?"
she:"sorry lar....me din nou bak chi mar.."
me:"swt""
she:"okok..i go see now."
well....thats the silly talking...
thats is nt any interested...
but made me more lone...
lastnite was the last day the guy named "Humphrey" in Charlene 's life...
oo...no...
maybe should say...
Charlene was death so...
Humphrey was also lost in Charlene memories from now..
To:"sorry for bother ur life"
To:"i will give bk ur own world to u"
To:"Jz forget that gt a galz which very annoyed,who name Charlene was ran in to ur life"
To:"sorry.."
Ya...still *alwaz Charlene stlye*
Talk like i won't care..
Talk like i'm fine..
Apologize with apologize...
But...i still insomnia after that...
I though i can do it..
I though love sumone should set him free...
I know the one "honey" for "baby"..
won't cum bk anymore...
Maggie asked me after read my msg..
"where u going to run off?"
"run bk KL?"
ya...after i hear tis...
i stok....
coz i also donno where can i run to....
"did i'm the kind of galz which alwaz made ppl who beside me tired?"
"no a"
"then y all the guy who beside me leave me?"
"emm...."
"maybe he is right...i'm a galz which made ppl tired...and alwaz a too stick gal"
winki was worried...sorry dear....
againz a nite wif alone...
lay on bed...
thinking and thinking...
after cannot TAHAN...
I run in to wash room...
Hide myself into the pool....
the damn cold water made me more awake....
I noe...
He wan me to stand up...
He wan me continue my life wif good...
He wan his baby happy alwaz....
All he done is for my own good...
But...he donno...
his baby lost soul while lost him...
He angry...
I know...
he angry y i'm nt understand him...
he angry y i didn't learn to be strong...
he angry y i didn't try to safe myself...
Sorry,my love....
I've tried to...
tried hardly to understand u as much as i can..
tried hardly to learn as stronger as i can...
tried harldy to safe myself...
but...i'm the loser in handle my own life...
coz i felt....
ya...defeat.......
so..i go far away from u...
i donno when can i forget...
but atlease while i'm trying to...
i won't annoy u.....
this is wat u wan...and i need to learn...
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