I meet death

what is the time now?

who si the one still awoke?

why the one awoke still awoke?

when the one awoke wanna sleep?

where the person can made the one awoke sleeep?

how can made a person forget?

5W1H....that is what a sinchew news reporter needed to understant....

feel funny to Charlene.

a stupid idiont ill silly girl

Insomnia...

a sick which disturb me tis few day.

Love...

a thing that made me wonder.

Tears...

a type of water made me mad myself.

Sad..

a feel made me lost myself.

Dream..

a funny thing made me become funny.

Promises..

a damn spoke that made fate become idiot.

Fate..

a damn thing that made human become stupid.

Jz now i talk wif mummy..i say...

i wan to leave here...

i don wan stay at Jhr anymore..

i wan go far away for study..

i wan throw "Charlene"

Yaw tell me...

he donno how to made me feel better..

i said is ok.i'll be fine.

but i didn't tell him.

i'll be fine is me.

Nt Charlene.

coz Charlene nt going to be fine anymore.

coz Charlene feel tired.

tired untill don wan wake up,don wan smile.don wan the life that made her feel "death"

Mind to tell me where is the place for find "reborn"?

I give up jor.

Give up for all.

I've tried all my best,

pamper all the ppl which beside me good,

done my best for mum & dad,

do what the ppl wan me to,

tried hardly to protact my love,

treated the one for me wif good,

change out my childish,

trying hardly to be strong,

tried to solve all the problems myself......

but although i tried my best on all...

its still lose.

i'm still the loser in life.

a damn loser,a noob.

ya,enough!!

i ady tired to be the Charlene for other.

its all enough!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its seem like a day for waiting death...

**A loser is shouldn't being here

can i go out for crazy?

can i go out for sum alcohol now?

can i go out for sum smoke now?

i really need its for now.

DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!!