September 29, 2011

two+two

Turned twenty-two today
sent mommi a big LOVE
thanks her born me to this world

My PR's gang are ready
going to come here have a gathering since we long time din meet up in KL

We actually plan that the main propose they come is for my house warming de
but thn
as what i have told in last few post
the pre-owner refuse to pass the house key for me
so my lawyer is now settle-ing

no more house warming
how sad
=(

neh mind neh mind
keep tell me cheer
sil keep ask me chill
thing not that worst

still
they will come to kl
but not for house warming anymore
=(
mayb late celebration of my 22nd?




looking for a short-term rent service apartment for them
but what i wanted is fully booked
how sad
hopefully
things will go smooth
blast me pls




i seriously hope
daddi mommi n all my sis n bro will be here in KL
on my 22nd one
but apa to do
the malay sibeh GuaiLan
so nothing to do lor..
seriously a bored bday eva
guess wat
am now sitting in hostel till now after i woke up from bed
no breakfast no lunch
since i dun wan to do tat alone

TuiiTuii go class dy summore
no ppl cook mee sua egg for me
kesian sial




chill chill chill
keep tell myself chill
atlease
TuiiTuii n Joey might there when dinner?

anyway

Happy twenty-two Charlene
and again

I LOVE YOU MOMMI

you sre the best mommi in world
even thought sometime u are fierce
xoxo







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September 28, 2011

emo

its my birthday eve
no longer twenty-one anymore

this will be my worst bday eve ever
i guess

pre-owner of new house refuse to pass us the key
and
my current rented place will be expired 30th
summore
my plan for party spoiled because of the house hvnt done

=(

SUEI
right?

how bad luck this year


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September 15, 2011

爱情的重量

爱情
很奇妙

明明是种无形的东西
明明看不见 摸不到

爱给的太少太轻
我们感觉得到
觉得不安 觉得空虚

给的太多太重
觉得负担 觉得压力

有些爱
到了某个时候
就是不对了

说不上为什么不对
说不上哪里不对

不管怎么拿捏
不管怎么小心注意
就是不对了

是感觉不对了?
是爱情变质了?
还是
给予爱的人变心了?

可能吧
当一个人最最在乎的时候过了

或许吧
当不断给予的人累透了

那种一直期待被关心的渴望
那种一直盼望被体贴的心情
那种一直期盼被回应的爱情

不知不觉
慢慢的在褪色了

不知不觉
变成了沉重的负担

让人觉得
肩膀好沉 扛不起来

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September 14, 2011

its 14th Sept
but still am inside this tiny room
with un-tahanrable screw sounds

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its really tough
when u know u got a better living place
but you cannot move
and still need to stay in this worst hostel

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Modem closed by the tmd fucking cleaner everyday
tak tau how many times a day

night cannot get in sleep due to noisy environment
morning woke up with super bad temper

the room is just 4 steps
guess what
i only sit in-front my lappy everyday when i got no class
till Sil back from class
thn we will go for dinner sampai i dun wan to get bk room

sad case is
i can do nothing

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phoned mum
complained

she also got bad mood

so

complained also no use

haixx

am waiting waiting waiting
keep
WAIT FOR IT!

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FxxK


the shop which located just downstair of my hostel are renovating

they knock thing snd screw

from fucking early in the morning
when laoniang was dreaming in my own bed

and
fuck them
selfish till max!

they screwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
sampai yesterday midnight 1a.m. sumthing baru stop
and today morning again
now
they still screwwwwwwwwwww
nabeh!!

I nearly crazy due to listening these knn sounds every day
is everyday
since i back from my Raya break!

I always think that i was the kind of ppl who can tahan and sabar
if sabar can let ppl fang bian
but
this shop new business owner is really
KURANG AJAR!

siao kinna renovating in from morning till the middle of night
am not tahanrable anymore
gonna go and complain with the owner if thy still do these tonight

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September 12, 2011

八月十五

转眼来到了九月
来到了农历最最忙碌的八月
好多好多人
忙搬家,忙嫁娶
还有还有
那轮高挂夜空的满月
那壶香味四溢的浓茶
那些腻死人不偿命的月饼

前天回了趟家
虽然是匆匆忙忙的短短14小时
虽然昨天就回来了这个整天都忙忙碌碌的都市
但至少我还是在中秋前夕在家里吃了象征式的一片月饼。
感恩


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