November 01, 2006

sumtimes...human really idiot...

i noe SPM is coming...and as a student what i need now is study hard tp make sure i can do well in de exam...
but...maybe is lazy or maybe i hate de book...but no matter is what reason..i jz don't wan to study...
ofcourse i'm stress and worried for de SPM and my result...but i jz can't study....
stupid rite?
what the hell going on now???
i really donno....

the only 'one' for me now is ady far away wif me...
what i own now is jz the memories between me and him..or maybe only for me....
b'coz he never care to those memories...those sweet time...sad time...argue time...what ever lar.....
he jz didn't care on it........
why i'm the one who care..and why i'm the one in suffering?
b'coz from the begining untill now i'm the one who really fall in love.....
stupid rite???
fall in love to sumbody who didn't love you....
care so much to the one eho hurt you alwaz and alwaz..once and once....
should i hate him?? i donno..but if yes i noe i also can't do that...
jz b'coz of the stupid reason--[I love him]
izzit funny...ya....maybe u will said 'yes'....

why human got the feeling bout LOVE?
human alwaz do the thing which they noe that maybe will bring hurt to them...
human alwaz fall in a big shit hole and can't comme out anymore b'coz of the word 'LOVE'
human alwaz forget that who really love and care them is only themself....
human alwaz think that promise is true.....
its really F-U-N-N-Y!!!!!!
human really bacome an idiot when they are face to L-O-V-E
and i also in the group I-D-I-O-T!!!!!!!!

what should i do?

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