Huh~SPM going end~

Finally...the SPM exam is going to end....
Long time didn't write my blog,post my blog....coz many thing which annoyed me tis month...
SPM.....Work....Singapore trip....Passport.....and many else...
haiz....
SPM finish and at the same time means.....i'm going to leave my secondary school...start my new school life at the other place....
ya...its the another thing which annoyed me....
What course i should take?
C.A.T?
Business marketing?
Where i should study for?
Taylor?
INTI?

OMG....
its really very annoying....
stress for my new ife...it jz like the novel that i study in tis year...
once of the poem inside the novel named"The Road Taken"
The poem is talking bout the problem that meet by a person when wanna choose the new way of life....
Is jz like me now...donno what should i choose for...donno everything in life...
juz very confuse...

If can i will choose for DANCE....juz dance my dance every day without those idiot books...activities...academic...and more....
God...can u pls help me here....

Why he didn't by my side anymore?
i really need him now...need his hug..need his TAM..need his kiss...need all the things that he can given to me....
i juz need him....the only one for me,for Charlene...and only me......
but why now i lost him?
i can't hug him anymore...can't feel him anymore...can't touch him,kiss him even see him?
why he get lost?
the body,the face.the sound,the smile is all there...is all there infront me...
buy why..
why the only one for me have gone?
i suffering....i miss him....very much....
the ill girl is waiting for u to come back.....