human being

one week more....
how near was CNY with us now...
yet...am hvnt complete my shopping....how sad =(

went look for shoes with babe.D the other day after back from KL.
He get one pair of him....and i got nothing....
kill me>< i have no new shoes for coming CNY....
will try to search again these few days.


my current life pretty tired not because of my job is tiring but because of complicated communication between colleague.
i believe that human being is a bit selfish,a bit.
but then the world outside school now show me that maybe is not only a bit.
some of the people is totally selfish and greedy.
he/she may try to destroy or root out others who they tough he/she will block their road to be success or maybe should said who may successful than them.
erm.... a bit disappointed on these people

however,
i believe that Buddha created these human because to warn us.
warn that must be not believe in who you shouldn't to and warn that we shouldn't be same as them.
and i believe one day they will regret and maybe they will change? who know, future is always un-predicted.

Have a deep talk with mommy that day,
mommy asked to think seriously,about to study or not.
actually,am really out of mood to study.
i means right now.
i need a holiday.a long-a-bit holiday.
to charge my battery,to clean my mind.
i felt frustrated on my theory study...
i used on all calculation but theory.

maybe...work for half year then continue study?
thinking.....


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