MAKE CHOICE DUN LOOK BACK

忘了自己是在哪里看见这句话,
却深深的记起了它...

人的一生就那么几十年.
却有许多的事情需要做选择.

但人却是世界上最贪心的动物,
永远无法满足...
总是在想:有没有多一次机会?

但是实际上,
许多机会就只有那么一次.
因为唯有仅有的机会,
才会让人知道许多事情没有后悔的余地,
才会让人珍惜自己的唯一一次选择机会...

有些事,
不能一再的错了再错,
我们的自私会伤了最无辜的人...

有些事,
一旦告知别人你的决定便成定局,
任何人都没有权力要求重新选择...


机会,
我给了...
而你,
也做了选择...
这是,
唯一且仅有的一次...



"MAKE CHOICE DUN LOOK BACK"

你不会有第2次的机会!!

所以,
珍惜你那唯一的[选择]


你说过,
我让你见识到,
女人原来也可以那么独立.

你说过,
我很能干,
总是有办法解决自己的问题,
甚至你的问题,
而不需要麻烦到你.

你说过,
你负责填满我的开心.
你负责当那个宠出我的幸福的男人.

你说过,
你的幸福我已经在不知不觉中负责了.
你说因为我是你的女人.

我很自豪,
我能够让你有这样的感觉.

我承认我很独立.
独立得不一定要男人宠.
而我的独立,
也足够让我负担我的所有,
包括我自己的[幸福]

但我没有你想象中的能干,
你的幸福,
它太沉重,
我负担不起.
而那个[她],
才是完全属于你的女人.


我答应你,
我会好好的...

我还会是我,
那个有心机的女人.






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Burden

Recently mummy keep asked me a same question:
" y dun u go and help ur dad on his business after ur class like last time?"

every time when my dear mummy asked me like tis..
I will escape it wif an a-bit-cin-cai reason or jz ignore it.
Every time after i answered mummy and look in her eyes,
I know mummy was sad and disappointed when i gave her the feedback like tat.

Mummy i apologize for tat...
i noe u alwaz hoped tat i can be the daughter who can really help u in daddy business,
at those homework tat annoyed u alwaz and oso in our family...

Mum..i am willing to do as wat u hope..
And i also alwaz trying my best on it.
I make great efforts on all de thing,

I learn all de thing in shop wif staff.

I asked whn i nt really noe well

I practiced repetition on the way communicate wif customer

I practiced to keep the best smile all the time whn i face to customer even i was emo tat day

I practiced the best manner whn face wif daddy fren and supplier even my emotion was jz bad.

I try to show my mature all the time on daddy business...


Coz i noe that..those will make u and daddy feel proud and be gratified...

I exerting the utmost strength to be a good-daughter-as-guy all the time.
Coz i noe daddy alwaz felt pity in i'm nt a guy!
He alwaz look at me and told me this when he was drunk:
" dear,u r really a good helper for papa although u r the one who most notti in home.But papa sek u most.The only thing made papa felt pity is u r nt a guy."
[well, my dad wasn't a ppl tat old mentality but he jz really hope i was a guy-.-ll dun ask me y coz i oso duno]

so tat i try my best to show tat even i was a gurl but i can do all the thing which guy can.
[yala..i admit maybe nt all the thing but mostly]

but there was some argue btw me and papa recently...
maybe papa jz too angry and impulsion on the time..but it jz hurt me.

[What i wan is not a burden since u r 19 years old!]

Papa,i really trying my best to show u my effort.
Sry tat i done wrong..sry tat i was spendthrifty....
My dissipation make u feel disappointed...
But the words came out frm ur mouth really hurt me...

Tats the reason y i dun really think to go shop anymore..
coz i duno tat did i really can be a good helper in ur business?
or else the truth is Not really?

Maybe papa u were jz felt pain on my half-mature-half kiddish...
b'side i was too narrowness and selfishness..
i jz care wat i thinking but i never try to think for u and mummy...
papa,give ur stupid daughter sum timez..i will use my way to apologize on my fault and i will show u tat ur daughter really can fight well wif guy^_^

I will show u tat i wont and never be ur B-U-R-D-E-N !!


I love u PaPa...
I love u MaMa...
And i was sorry coz my fault...
I swear I will change as well as i can...


YaTou~gambateh~


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